WARNING: This WILL annoy you

Okay, so I wrote this about a year ago. And I'm pretty sure some people have read this. But I'm still in this phase where I'm trying to shift everything (well, all the things I want to shift, to be more specific) from my Facebook account to this blog here. Here's one of those things I just wanted to share to everyone. :D 

If you've already read this, try reading the other stuff I've put up. They're fairly new. :)

Girl:  That's strange, I thought you said you loved me.
Boy: Well yeah, I did...I mean, I do.
Girl:  Then why do you keep going out with her?
Boy: Well, since you obviously don't want me around, I went for her.
Girl:  Now that's just plain unfair.
Boy: What's unfair?
Girl:  You liking her and loving me.
Boy: What's wrong with that?

Girl:  You LIKE her, and go out with her... but you secretly want me MORE.
Boy: Isn't that way too harsh? I mean, I DO like her and all--
Girl:  Harsh? Well, isn't loving her---or rather, making her believe you love her---a lot harsher?
Boy: Now wait a sec. I told you. I DO love her. Really, I do.

Girl:  Yeah, but the fact remains that you want me MORE.
Boy: What are you trying to say?
Girl: What do you mean?
Boy: I mean, you already told me you don't like me and that you don't want me around. So I chose to go out with someone who actually likes being with me. NOW you tell me I'm being cruel to her all because I honestly want you more---despite knowing I'll never have you. I'm getting confused. What DO you want me to do, really? Tell me.

Girl:  Well, simple. Leave her and continue wanting me.
Boy: WHAT?! Now that's just fu--- That's just ABSURD.
Girl:  No, it's not.
Boy: Yes, it is.
Girl: NO, IT'S NOT. Listen, it's your fault that you want me more than anything else. I can't do anything     about that. But if you're just going to be with someone who falls short of your love for me---just because you can't have me---IS JUST PLAIN EVIL. Why? because no matter WHAT you do, now matter how much you say you love her, you'd still end up not having the girl of your dreams: ME. And when the day comes when you DO get the opportunity to love me, I'm pretty sure you'll leave her and take that chance. Don't do this to her, please. Don't bring her into your mess of a life if you don't intend to clean it up for her. If you really want her, LOVE HER MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE. She deserves nothing less.
Boy: Ok then, if that's what you want, tell me, how the HELL can I do that? You're here. You're IN. MY. LIFE.
Girl: That's YOUR problem. Not mine. And it should definitely not be her's.
Boy: So what am I supposed to do then? Wait for you to come to me? Wait for you to at least be free? What about me? Why can't I be loved? How can you make me wait for something IMPOSSIBLE.
Girl: Well... then you don't love me after all.
Boy: What? I never said that.
Girl: If you truly love me, you wouldn't believe in impossibility.
Boy: So... are you trying to say that... you love me?
Girl: No, I'm not. But What I'm saying is that the possibility is still there. You just have to truly believe in it. stick with it. Who knows, someday it MIGHT come true.
Boy: Then if that's the case, you're not worth the wait. (walks away)
Girl: (To herself) And sadly, you aren't as well.

What do you think? Did it annoy you? Tell me more about how you feel about this in the comments section. :)

August 4, 2012

I hate it when we fight
It's painful and it hurts
Well, for me
Because I'm the emotional one

It starts with a quip
And ends with a whip
Of hurtful words
And jabs of mean
and evil
And it's painful
Well, for me
Because I'm sensitive

And what's worse is that
Everyone else chooses sides
And they always choose yours
Always yours
Never mine
They comfort you
Understand your points
Agree with you
And try to make you feel better

But not me
They never pick me
They never try to make me feel better
They never tell me "it's gonna be okay".
And "I feel for you"

And I know why
I know why they always choose you
I hate to admit it
And I know you know it too
That's why you have so much fun
Making me cry
Showing me
Telling me
Proving to me
That they like you more
That they choose you more
And just love you more
Because I'M the ugly one.

And you know I'd need you
More than you'll need me
Because you'll always be okay
And that's why you hurt me
And make me cry

They would always, always pick you
And tell you you're doing great
And there's nothing they could hate.
And that you're only human.
You make mistakes.

And I can't.
And I'll never be good enough.
And that I try too hard
And that no one really cares
And that I have no right to be emotional
Or sensitive
Or hurt
Because I'M the ugly one.